Words That Hold A Special Place In My Heart

Hey there People!

Devika used to have a side of her who used to binge read and write. That Devika used to take books along with her everywhere she went. The chances of the book being very thick and about some fantasy land was very high. 

Well anyway since this 24 year old Devika is finally starting to do things that she has been always procrastinating about, she is finally writing and getting organised.(She expects a standing ovation for this decision by the way).

She has a few thoughts that keep her going whenever she gets emotionally bad and Boy! she does start spiraling every now and then because her superpower is overthinking.

These so-called things she has stored in her brain comes useful very frequently and she wants to share those with you.

Switching Narration in 3, 2, 1.

Most of the things are some random dialogues people have told me at some point in the middle of an entirely random conversation. So, here goes.

1. I met two girls who are very close friends. They both combinedly (yes this is a word ,I checked) told me that their initial feedback about me from my instagram and blog or literally everything I put out in social media is that I am a person who is the epitome of positivity and they added one more dialogue that is that they know that it is not easy. I hope you know that I liked the sub-dialogue more.

2. I once called a childhood friend who was someone I valued at that point in my life. He was very drunk but since I texted him saying that I was not ok and needed someone to talk to, he asked me to call him(he was not in a state to text). I heard a thing from him that inspires me till now. He in his drunken state told me how he respects me for being a strong woman because I know how to survive alone anywhere and even when people dont support me or stand with me and that he envies that.

3. Unexpectedly two sisters told me they consider me as someone who does whatever her heart wishes. This was NOT at all true but them assuming this about me made me very happy.

4. A colleague told me how I am very kind towards people who have even planned to murder me at one point in their life. The point he was trying to make is that I give chances to people who may or may not deserve it. (Very toxic behaviour at times I must say because people dont change often).

5. I have a friend who reminds me every now and then that I am a good human being and that I should NOT settle for less. (But little does he know that this girl has never got a loaf of bread so she considers very very minute crumbs as loafs).

6. A reminder from a friend where he told me ”Life has to go on no matter what right?”

Bye for now, Something else is coming up very soon.

With hugs and loads of love,

Devu